Time to refocus.
Unfortunately ED has tightened his grip on me, and I woke up this morning feeling even more anxious and frustrated than yesterday. I'm fighting hard, but ED surely is not going down without a fight this time. But what he doesn't realize is that he's messing with the wrong girl. I've defeated him once and I will defeat him again. It seems like the harder I push away, the tighter he holds on. But that doesn't mean I will surrender to his power, it just simply means I have to channel my deepest inner strength and break free from his chains. Today I will focus on myself - both my physical and mental wellbeing. I must rediscover the reason I began fighting this demon in the first place. I need to find my motivation. I need to win.